I know
most of my acitions in recent have been utterly meaningless and useless. however, such is human nature, i am stupid after all. one part of me knows that it's all pointless, one doesn't. however, the real me probably isn't either one of them at all, it's an entirely different me that has a bit more depth and meaning. i just have to get him out a lot more often......
i just hope i don't go insane being this way, at least i feel alive........